Archive for September, 2010
I’ve so many wants right now i find myself a terrible person. I really want a macbook pro, a new phone (since my pathetic almost 2 years old iphone is at its critical condition right now), a little puppy to cuddle with and the list goes on and on and on and it goes on [...]
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I, suck. I’m the queen of procrastination i have no motivation, determination and drive. But each time i think of how much mum paid for the education, and how much hard work she had to put in to give me such education, my heart cringe and i try to push myself harder. As much as [...]
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I need some beer, and the dark black sea. ESL is making me depressed especially with the “i think she’s starting to notice you, you better do something about it soon” sentence. Like wharrrrd the flying fuck have i done. ESL cunt cunt cunt. Everyone’s telling me you need to buck up, you need to [...]
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I can literally kill myself for screwing up my math test right now, wtf is wrong with my retarded brains, simple calculations cannot do? Algebra leh? Okay nevermind 5% i chill. On the brighter side, i think i will at least pass my psy test, because everyone, almost everyone who sat at the back literally [...]
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I’m feeling the simplest kind of happiness just by watching adam sleeping soundly beside me. Someone there to keep me company on nights like this when i simply can’t fall asleep. Just simply him being there makes me feel as though i can give up anything just to stay by his side. Even after a [...]
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Defying gravity
I feel like my mind is finally at ease, or rather my heart is too. Alcohol can sometimes be a good form of morale booster despite its many negative effects. Last night, i finally managed to blurt out every single insecurities and concerns I’ve been going through for the past few months. Some things don’t [...]
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Epic, very?
Adam: “ehhh…ah.ya” Me: “What?!!” Adam: snores- And i just dropped a packet of drink right beside his face, like probably 2CM away, plus accidentally kick his body a few times, no reaction. He sure can sleep through a thunderstorm with this kind of sleeping abilities. I’m in awe.
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This is salvation!!!!!!!! TGIF people, no school cause it’s public holz, plus weekends. O, double joy! School’s been pretty fine lately, but i’ve started the “i dont want to pull myself outta bed, ok skip sch!” habit once again. FYI, this is only the second week. I need to start finding more motivation to wake [...]
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I need to rant so much even knowing very well that ranting makes no difference to anything and won’t change anything. But i finally know how jas feels about her school and friends and…you get the drift. Today is officially the worst day of my school life ever since primary 1. Well, sort of the [...]
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