I need to rant so much even knowing very well that ranting makes no difference to anything and won’t change anything. But i finally know how jas feels about her school and friends and…you get the drift. Today is officially the worst day of my school life ever since primary 1. Well, sort of the worst? Today i wished time wld past faster so that i can go home and hide under my sheets. Today i wished all my lessons were back to back and have no breaks in between. Today i wished i was back in NY with 0836. Today i wished for WG to be there in school with me. Today i wished my dearest ting to be around. I can even feel tears in my eyes as i’m typing this nonsensical chunk of rants. Some may think i’m over-reacting, maybe i’m. But i’m not trained not structured to be independent. I cannot function with unfamiliar characters, i cannot be myself. You know the drift? I don’t want to live the life of a facade and appear friendly and all smiley just so that make some friends. I want to hang around with people who knows me and accepts me for who i’m. And i want friends who are “my type” as how nicole calls it. Ah scrap it, this is getting nowhere.
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