I need some beer, and the dark black sea. ESL is making me depressed especially with the “i think she’s starting to notice you, you better do something about it soon” sentence. Like wharrrrd the flying fuck have i done. ESL cunt cunt cunt. Everyone’s telling me you need to buck up, you need to do something about yourself.. you’re so slack you need to this you need to that so on and so forth. I know my limits i know what i must do and what i should not do. I’m not a fucking kid, i don’t have to be motivated this way. I just need some time to settle down to this regime, to re-adjust myself and my mindset for school. Don’t push me too far for i think i cannot withstand anymore pressure. Jasmine told WG that everyone in NUS is studying as if tomorrow is A levels. N i think people in SIM are doing the exact same thing as well. Which is so depressing, in a way. Why can’t school be fun and yet enriching at the same time? Why must it always be on mugger alert? Everything, every single shit is so competitive. Even the music group on FB where we share thoughts about music n videos online, that space is scaring the fuck out of me. So now what? More postings = more participation marks? What the fuck is wrong with the kidz nowadays. Knn think about school my blood boil instantly.
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