20Sep10

I, suck. I’m the queen of procrastination i have no motivation, determination and drive. But each time i think of how much mum paid for the education, and how much hard work she had to put in to give me such education, my heart cringe and i try to push myself harder. As much as i want to do well, there are just some subjects that i can’t excel in. But but but, i will overcome all odds and prac my math n do whatever shit i can do ace mid terms, final terms, get a good GPA, maintain it, graduate. I will, i must. No more ji dan for math, NO MORE NONSENSE RYNA NO NONSENSE BULLSHIT. FOCUS SERIOUS LET’S GO U CAN DO THIS. 100% effort i will give.

Other than studies, my life is basically blank. Right, don’t count studies in yet since there isn’t any proper beginning to speak of. So i’m still wasting my life away. I feel like such a bum sometimes. Looking at how motivated adam is, i feel so ashamed of my lack of drive. I need to pick myself up.

So on a brighter note, i’m meeting the girlies to study tomorrow, plz plz let it be a productive one. Thank you very much hallelujah.



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