Dear you
Ever had that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on. One person who can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance. & no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for him. The one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them.
It’ funny. Funny how I’ve lost all ideas as to what I’ve intended to say the moment I reached this page. I hate to be here, it reminds me of everything that I want to forget, or at least tried to. Today I realized that your presence still lingers within the family. Or rather, my mum still treats you as one of us. As much as I hate to admit, I do feel the same way as her too. But I shouldn’t be. You’ve made it clear that you want me out of yr life, and I listened. And when you came back the other time, you didn’t fought for it too. So tell me again, why should I?
I don’t know if you will ever stumble back to this page again, but I just need to get all these out. It has been bothering me for far too long. As naive as this may sound, you were the one whom I thought I could be spending the rest of my life with. Kiddish? Maybe. But it’s true. I’ve painted so many scenarios of our future together in my mind. But it was all for nought. Believe it or not, it was the first time I’ve ever felt smthg like that. And maybe it’s true when they say you’ll never truly get over someone. A part of me will always feel smthg for you, but I guess it is goin’ to stay just like that.
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